Trees, Furniture and Week 27!

So we are into our 27th week and with it comes Christmas!!! We had a wonderful day got lots of new baby clothes, bedding for the crib and gift certificates to outfit mommy once her lovely curves have dropped and drupped down to her old/new self :) Christmas day we were officially 90 days and counting can you blieve it! we went from 300 some odd days to now less than 90. It makes me so sad thinking that soon she will be out in the world taking on all the amazing things thrown her way. I kinda like the fact that she is protected in my big belly and I can make sure nothing bad happens. I think the rest of our lives will be spent worrying. Worrying about the scrapes and bruises, worrying about the first everything and then worrying about her being out of the house...No wonder parents go through empty nest I get sad thinking about it already and its 18+ years away. ugh ok new topic.

So yesterday we spent an amazing day cleaning and putting xmas stuff away in preperation to the new furniture coming... My mom came over and between her and Jake got rid of our old bed moved the sleigh bed into our room and picked up the babies furniture. While they were gone I accomplished moving a mountain so that they had room to put all this new stuff. And oh my the furniture didn't seem quite this big in the 3000+ sqft store that we bought it in but wowie its big. At least we have it now and it can start to get assembled so that I can start organizing the room. I should totally take pics so that you all can see exactly how much stuff can be stuffed into a closet but that would be totally embarrasing :) so sorry you don't get to see that but i will be posting pics of the progress with the Tree!

Did I tell you all about the babies room??? Not sure so anywho we decided on the bedding its Janaca by Cocalo its a girly jungle theme which is totally us. I am a huge Elephant fan and Jake loves Girafes and then most of you know our nickname is Monkey (thats a really funny story how that came about...I'll try to remember to post the story) so any how the bedding is perfect for us! So we took a color out of the bedding and painted one wall (its sort of a Merlot color, also perfect since I love wine) and slightly off center there will be a big tree that Jake is producing with tape at the moment and I am sitting on the floor monitoring :)I think he will have it primed today and painted tomorrow so I am so excited to see how it turns out. So because the tree is off center we will have leaves falling off the tree on the one side and maybe some birds or something flying by the other corner. Any ideas let me know. Oh and the tree is going to be white so that it totally stands out. So that is on the accent wall. The wall with the window will for now just have the dresser, but I think eventually I might find a small bookcase to place under the window. And opposite the window is the crib. Above the crib we will paint her name (name is still being kept a secret) I really want to do maybe silver outlined in the melot in Edwardian Script (which is the font we love from our wedding).

Anywho i think this post is probably a little long so stay tuned for the pics of the tree and its progress.

Love you all
JAAG & Barley (Jake, Anna, A, Gonzales )

growing growing big!

He he I'm laughing at my title so dumb but the smallest little things make me giggle. anywho so indigestion and night sweats are the hottest topic here on Casa De Gonzales :) I eat and feel miserable and then I sit on the couch where I am unable to get up myself without rolling onto the floor to get up its actually quite funny to watch. Tonight J got the babies room painted! so exciting to come home to craziness everywhere and actually happy to see that the house is a disaster because I know what that means... the room is painted!! I will take pics and get them up here asap but first I;ll post the before pics which is hard to understand but I'll post them.

Anywho I feel like this week marked a big week for me, actually the baby she must have been having a good growth spurt because holy heck I woke up and bam! huge! I took off my sweatshirt today at work (ps all my sweatshirts are super tight and almost don't zip up) and this girl was like dang girl when did that happen. hehehe aww I love my big belly I swear I could just stare at my belly for days I love looking at the indents of where my body ends and she begins! its the greatest feeling in the world!

Oh and behind me is the part of the room that is going to get painted, or got painted today. so once I get those pics i will post them.

week 25 bring on the heat!

ok quick little post and a pic... night sweats...um again somehow i missed the heads up on this one! Its like sleeping in the dead of winter with the fan on high and laying on top of all the blankets sweating as though its the middle of summer. I swear you get up to find that it looks like you just got done running a marathon yuck! Anywho thats the latest and greatest thing going on this week.

xmas is here...well kinda

So happy I came home to a huge box on my door step with all my presents! took Barley for a quick walk and then got them all wrapped! yep shopping is done and wrapping is done and they are all in piles of when we will be seeing everyone so we are ready to go!

So Steve went to Canada last week to see our beautiful new baby boy Nick! which i'm still waiting to see the pics!!! but she sent home the biggest suit case full of baby girl clothes. seriously i just kept digging and digging and finally hit the bottom the baby's room is a total disaster, I have boxes of maternity wear that doesn't fit... Baby clothes everywhere...a pack in play that i'm trying to figure out... baby swing...baby mattress...queen size bed...xmas presents... seriously disaster! I have this week to get it in some type of order so that my wonderful husband (hopefully he's reading this :) can get the room painted the following week so we can set up the furniture the week after. (was that a good hint hint?)

Still sick by the way today is officially week 2 but i think we are on the down turn of this awful thing.Honestly this may be a little too much info but my boobs are heavy enough do i really need to have enough congestion to feel like i have an elephant on my chest too! seriously. did any of you see Kendra's baby shower (from the girls next door?) I guess I can be thankful my boobs aren't that big they are like 2 of mine on one side. I couldn't even imagine!

Had Lisa Gonzales' baby shower yesterday (12/12)it was fun seeing her up and moving around (Sophia didn't give her that luxury) she looked amazing all baby and it was so nice talking about pregnancy and charlie horses and putting on shoes and just all those little things that you totally take for granted. we took a belly pic so hopefully i will get that from her and get it posted up here soon so you all can see what 25 vs 37 weeks looks like :) Big Steve is going to be joining the world on Thursday around 3pm which I can't wait to see the pics of him and all his hair I'm sure he has a ton.

Quick Happy bday to Melissa Gonzales!!!
7 more work days until i'm off for a good week and a half!

24 and sick!

so short little post about how bad it completely sucks being sick and pregnant. honestly you can barely take anything and what you can take does diddily. I'm already up all night p'ing and trying to get comfy and now i'm up because i can't breathe! Its awful I've called the dr's and they told me that basically no fever = no dr appt. ugh! at least i have the next few Friday's off so that i can try to recover from this never ending head cold. If any of you have this the only thing that truely helps is waking up and taking a shower it clears you up and you can hopefully get a few more hours of sleep!

One thing accomplished during this yucky time is I got all my xmas shopping done! thank goodness for online shopping! now hopefully it will all arrive in time.

Baby Jesse!

So it seemed like in the beginning we had a new name for her every week and now the poor thing just gets called "daughter" or "anna jr" well now we have a name that she will have at least until the end...which would be 4 more months :) Baby Jesse! she has lovingly been named by my four year old niece who told me on Thanksgiving that we are going to call her that forever :) I said how about that can be your nickname for her just like i call you crazy katie and she gave me a look like hmm obviously i didn't sell you on the name...yet! so i guess we will see how long she calls her jesse. I just thought that it was so cute of her to come up with jesse when last time they told me that her name was tinkerbell. Isn't it funny the things kids do and say. Oh so my parents, Jake and I sat at the kiddie table on Thanksgiving and i don't remember what was being talked about but Katie looks over at Jake and says "Whats wrong with you, dude!?!" what! hahaha seriously they are hysterical. I just get so sad at how fast they are growing up and it makes me think about how she is going to be here in 4 months and before we know it she will be a year old...hmmm i need to learn how to stop blinking!


Ok another story so after eating way too much i'm sitting on the couch and Katie asks do you still have the baby in your belly. I tell her yes she is why my belly looks so big so shes rubbing my belly and snuggling with me and she tells me that Baby Jesse is awake and she needs to get me her lullabye pillow to put her to sleep so for the next 30 minutes she plays the pillow to my tummy and runs around telling everyone to quiet down because they are going to wake baby jesse. aww kids are so sweet!

Well I hope everyone had a great thanksgiving and baby Jesse and I hope you all had lots of yummy food! PS Jesse wakes up way too early!

crib!!!

so today we went to look at USABaby to start looking at cribs. They were having an amazing sale and ended up finding the perfect crib and dresser! I am completely over the moon,I can't believe that we finally got one! I finally feel like we are being productive and moving forward and getting ready to have this kid! She is going to have the best looking bedroom ever, and its because she has grandparents that spoil her! I love love love love that everyone is so active in this pregnancy it makes me feel so happy that she is so loved already! I can't believe that we only have a little over 4 more months. now its just getting our registry done and figuring out the room and moving furniture around so that the bedding can all get here and put in place.

Oh yeah and the blanket...well i have the fabric washed :) but thats it! well i have the design drawn out so that i can start cutting but this is the first thing i've made by myself. no Lindsay no Mom just me and i'm a little nervous that i'm going to mess it up but i know what i'm doing i've done it a few hundred times before but just not without one of my people standing there watching and bouncing ideas off of. Of course i can bounce them off of J but the poor man is subjected to all my girl stuff including me talking about new underware and bigger bras he is so one of my best friends and i think growing up with so many men around me i have no filter for him he gets all the girl talk and everything but he is amazing and wonderful and helps me with everything can you tell I am his biggest fan? I don't know what i did to deserve such an amazing man but I definitely did something right! any who i'm totally rambling so anywho hope you all enjoy your weekend!

A

21 week sono appt

here are the pics! she has her foot infront of her face in one pic and her hand infront of her face in another. she is approx. 1.4 lbs and we were told that she has long legs :) maybe she will be a little volleyball player it was absolutely amazing seeing her for 45 minutes but hell holding 20 oz of water for so long! oh and the sonographer told us that her bladder was full and working great. yum nothing like peeing into the same fluid your inhaling and swallowing :)

ok this first one is her with her hand in front of her face, the one on the right is her trying to suck on her toes and the last one is her sticking her tongue out :)

I will post belly pics her shortly :)

A

20 weeks-early mornings!!!

well she loves waking me up at 330 4am to kick and punch and say "hey momma the sun is coming and its time to get up to see it!" yikes!!! hopefully this won't be her sleep pattern when she finally gets here. Most people tell me that their kids go crazy at night but i think my constant running during the day gets her sleepy and she is out at night so we shall see. I'll post pics of me at 20 weeks shortly!

The other day J stopped me and said that i looked so beautiful and that he had to take a pic so i stood there cold...but yet i waited and here is the pic and it turned out that the picture was amazing i seriously might have the best husband ever. He is so sweet well here's the pic.

A

i totally forgot!

So here is a pic of me and baby dressed up for Halloween I'm a Lakers Basketball Player and she's my Ball.

Oh and out on our shopping trip we got fabric to make our first baby blanket!!!!! so fun I am finally motivated to make her some cute fun things! I'll post updates on how the blanket comes along :)

And let the Hormones begin

ok so i knew that hormones make you do silly things like um CRY! and you don't even know what your crying about and when you try to stop and you can't then you cry harder because your frustrated at the fact that you can't stop. Oh My so yesterday we are up and I begin the cleaning to the point where i'm walking around with clorox wipes wiping down the light switches the door knobs and anything else that might have finger prints. Oh and then i'm on my hands and knees scrubbing the hardwood water spots. Let me tell you this kid is playing jumpy on nerves in my back that make it damn near impossible to bend over or walk for long distances so me scrubbing floors just about made me cry. Then we are out and about buying things that I now think we need like a new wine holder because i swear there are bugs that live in baskets so i must get rid of all baskets. whatever i'm weird but then we are at the mall trying to buy a baby outfit the first one we will have bought together and i pretty much start crying in the store because there is no selection and everything is long sleeve and she will be born in spring where she won't only need long sleeves. so we leave without buying anything and i'm crying and Jake is totally confussed as to why i'm crying and I'm totally frustrated that i can't stop crying. Lets just say it was an interesting day. I was hoping that maybe i would bypass the hormone surges since i had not yet had them yet, but i guess 19 weeks is the time for crying, back aches and the baby having a crazy growing spurts that make it feel like i have the worst cramps ever :) the joys of pregnancy hehe but yet I still love it all how is that? I just wish she was here everytime i see little babies i get sad because she isn't here yet...is that weird? well i wanted to post and get the latest pics up.

Oh and guess what we have 2 new babies in the Family! Gabriel Anthony Gonzales born 10-15 and Nicholas Chad Shaeffer born 10-26! this little girl is going to be surrounded by older boy cousins to keep her safe from all those other little bad boys :)

pics

so here is our little girl the one picture is her head a little skeleton like but still cool to see her eyes nose and mouth.

The second pic right next to the "l" you can see the 3 white little lines otherwise known as her Junk :) Hoping to write more later tonight we are waiting for the charger game to be done and then we are going to go get halloween ready, and hopefully bye our first little girl outfit :)

Love you all and thank you again for the congrats I think we are still in shock, but all Jake keeps saying is how cool its going to be to walk her down the aisle and have the first dance which totally makes me cry. he is so excited to have a little girl I'm just thinking of all the things i made my mom buy me throughout the years yikes! I think we need to win the lottery hehehe

ITS A ...

GIRL. Don't have time to write but wanted to let you all know!

Baby's Room...

Ok so I am starting to think of the Baby's room I know that its dumb that i'm stressing about the room but we only have 5 more months and before we know it, it will be down to 4 and I know that the baby won't be in the room for the first few months but i'm feeling the stress. But last night while we were at the Hartgraves I took a look at miss Marley's room and I think that we could totally fit a day bed, crib, rocker and dresser I don't know why I didn't think it was possible but they have it and it totally works.

I'm starting to think of decorating ideas too but having a slow time with it. so if any of you have ideas let me know...

Well pregnancy brain has taken over i can't remember what i wanted to say so until next time.

week 17 finally 5 months!

so it seems like time is flying by but at the same time i can't wait to see our little one. i'm so excited! last night we had a wonderful dinner with some dear friends (step, greg & miss marley Hartgraves) and seeing Marley makes me realized even more that i can't wait! I wish the window to my bundle would just appear so that i can check in. On another note i have been totally freaking out this week, last week I was blessed by getting to feel the baby do some really great kicks or some kind of movement and this week Nothing! well not nothing but i really have to concentrate on feeling the baby :( I just wish it would be moving and grooving tons already but i guess its too busy growing and getting bigger then the 5 cm little onion that it is.

Today we are hanging out watching football and stretching! I swear my hips are spreading which makes me feel like i just need to stretch and then i'm super crampy this kid must be trying to make some room in there or something because ouchy! How come when people get pregnant they never tell you that your going to have 10 months of cramps they tell you how wonderful it is to not have your period but you would have thought someone would have mentioned the constant cramps that you have feeling like your periods about to come. Or they could have mentioned that eventually your boobs are going to be so heavy and huge that you won't be able to not wear something supportive and if you slouch at all or don't wear a bra that ya your boobs will fully sit on your belly. Um and we all remember hearing about how if Barbie were real she wouldn't be able to stand errect due to her waist being too small and her boobs to big well I swear I feel like Barbie, not because my waist is too small but because everything is pulling me forward. And people wonder why you start to loose your balance its because you have eventually 35 pounds of stuff sitting on your front side, not that i want my ass to swell to compensate but holy cow where was the warning? Oh and couldn't someone have told me that your boobs start looking like something out of National Geographic! Honestly all you previously pregnant women out there have done us a disservice letting us believe that pregnancy is all wonderful and maybe a few months of nausea. I think I should start talking to teen girls and let them know the real story of pregnancy. With all that said I am loving every stinking cramp and back ache and weird looking nipples I swear I think this pregnancy thing is amazing. You might want to check back in lets say 5 months when i'm really huge but right now its pretty cool!

oh and please ignore that half asleep picture my lovely husband was supposed to only take a pic of the belly but that obviously didn't happen and I was dead tired this day I think I got maybe 4 or 5 hours of sleep which is ridiculous when you hear that I went to be at 9 and woke up at 6. Yep tossing and turning and trips to the bathroom really start to kick your butt! Oh well it will hopefully make me more ready for the baby!

Week 16

aw our little peach growing so fast and hopefully loving its little warm home i asked jake if he thought that it was in there jumping around like it was in a little bouncy, he said no it was probably like an astronaut making fishy faces, hahha how fun is that to think of this little thing making fishy faces at us. I swear i wish there was a window in my tummy so that i could check up on how things were going and growing in there. Sunday 10-10-09 i was sitting our our old old red chair that is about to fall apart (seriously i have dreams of being 10 months sitting down and boom the chair collapses ugh) anywho i'm sitting there and i swear the kid was freaking out! it was the hardest kicks i have ever felt thus far, so fun so jake gets up swears he can't feel anything and then all of a sudden like the kid heard him it kicks and Jake freaks out shaking his hand. it was hysterical. well that is all that i have felt for the week so i am seriously hoping that everything is fine and that its just hanging out concentrating on growing and getting bigger.

movement!! week 15

ok so for the past few days i have been trying so hard to feel something anything, and um nothing! then on Friday i was laying down with my feet up on a pillow and all of a sudden i started feeling like maybe tumbling would be the right word. it was like what you would feel with a slight load of wash anywho last night (Sunday) i was taking a bath and it felt like it was in there tapping at my hand i jumped out of the bath layed down and had jake feel he said that he could feel slight tapping!! how exciting is that, now i'm at home with a crazy headache i think from the constant weather change and my 2nd trimester nausea. grrr!

Yesterday was a long long day with a few meltdowns and a depressing end...ok so from the beginning yesterday Rylie (my niece) was getting her 3 yr old pics, Katie her sis was there for her 4 yr pics and then we had the 4 generations pics. so the pics were good but long then shopping for maternity wear which was successful but the girls were tired hungry and ready for a break and i'll tell you the truth i was ready for a nap as well! so after seeing the final pics we were running late for my goddaughters bday party oh well lateness is kinda my thing :) So onto the depressing part... my god daughter is 5, my god son was talking in full sentences and i realized that my little poking 15 week yr old in a blink of an eye will be 2 and talking. oh my its sad, but other than that i was told "wow you've put on weight" hmm thats a great thing to say to a pregnant woman at least i'm comfortable in myself to know that all the weight is in my stomach and its so that i can house my precious little bean, but seriously who says that... oh and just to make sure everyone knows ALL my clothes fit just the same as before except in the waist a little so um yeah leave your opinions of my weight gain to yourselves because i think i look amazing pregnant and i'm loving every naucious, headache ridden day. Back to the bday party i was so proud of my bff (haha i'm totally 5 yrs old right now BFF heehee) she didn't go over board with food, maintained her cool with the 100 children that came and just putting on a party for that many people by herself yes she is pretty amazing!

but to make sure everyone gets the best part of this post i'm re-writing it... I FELT THE BABY MOVE!! haha can you tell i'm excited? ok until next time :)

week 14

so we are just about out of week 14 and moving into 15 i am hoping to feel the baby soon and i often find myself laying really still and trying to see if i can feel anything... and nothing :( oh well i know it will be soon but i really can't wait! and yeah baby names... so difficult i mean your naming a child for the rest of their life. we want something different so that not every child in their class has their name but yet it needs to be a name that is good as a child and yet grown up and professional. its just so tough and unfortunately there is no one saying this is what you should name your child and this is the career they will choose. actually there are a ton of people giving their opinion but not always the ones we are looking for.

oh yeah and then we don't even know the sex yet so here we are going back and forth constantly on names. Hopefully our next appt which is on the 7th we will be able to find out if we are having a boy or girl. i really don't know at this point what we are having i was so sure it's a boy and now i'm thinking well maybe a girl but maybe i'm doing this so that i don't get my hopes up either way. who knows! but so far everyone except 4 people have said i'm having a boy...so i guess we will see soon enough. i think also that on Tuesday week 15 we are going to start taking pics of my belly i swear we went from pregnant to PREGNANT in a blink of an eye i mean i started sticking out there so fast and so i think i'm going to be about this size for a while, but with that being said my belly has started itching again and my boobs are starting to hurt again so maybe another growth spurt coming my way. who knows!

well hope you all are having an amazing weekend and if you have any name ideas please leave a comment and let me know.

9-12-09 dreams

so my lovely hunny is out of town which makes sleeping um even worse if it wasn't bad enough that i wake up 50 times a night to p. oh well soon enough my snuggle partner will be back telling me to flip over because i'm an oven hehe "but i'm cold" i tell him and the sleep over begins. hahaha if he reads that i just mentioned our sleep overs he might wet himself a little laughing hysterically! oh well thats why he loves me. so anywho last night in the 20 minutes that i was acutally sleeping i had a dream that i could feel the baby moving, it was so real. this morning i keep trying to feel it again because it was sooo COOL! did i really just say cool...so anywho it was this crazy fluttering that was non-stop and all i kept thinking was how the dr was right we have a very active 12 week old. our little Peter the Pistol was going insane in there maybe i shouldn't eat chinese food before dinner but that dream was really quite amazing i hope to feel it actually move soon. Off to spend some time with all my girls and get some belly rubbed. aww again missing my monkey he would be rubbing and singing the belly song oh well gotta get ready.

12 weeks with video of Baby G

So today was our 12 week appt and oh my gosh they totally forgot to add us to the book so 2.5 hours later and a dr that felt super bad went ahead and made us a short video of baby G. The dr said that its a very active baby and that everything looks great! so i have posted the video he kicks and punches at my belly so cute! well its cute right now but i'm sure once i feel it it wont be so nice. anywho this dr is really nice as well and all the staff were super apologetic about the mix up but it made it so that i wasn't able to go and get my wii so still a little irritated but whatever i got to see my little plum so that makes it a little bit better. And in 4 weeks i can find out what i'm having if i decide to that is... ugh that decision is making me crazy i want to find out but at the same time it would be so exciting finding out that day so hmmm the decision continues.

dreams

so i have had some really weird dreams lately involving a big big baby boy! so now i'm thinking we are having a boy and every person that see's me also thinks boy but who knows. ok so the first dream we me walking into like a warehouse with him and everyone just kept commenting on how big he was! oh no that makes me a little nervous hopefully he comes out smaller than in my dream. otherwise i'm going to be a very sore mama. and then my second dream totally weird was this baby boy who is still weeks old and he is talking what in the heck did i eat before i took this nap? random random random
so the latest thing going on this week is all the twin questions... i totally get that i am much bigger than another girl at work who is 2 months ahead of me but really hmm you need to ask. i am really trying to get used to the belly i do love it but it still takes some getting used to and then when people point out the fact that i'm much bigger then other people 2 months ahead of me but its still hard. but at the same time i guess i need to stop saying i feel big i mean yes i feel big but i guess pointing it out to people doesn't help. oh well i'm still learning.
this weekend is jake and my 1 yr anni which is so crazy that it has already been a year! i truly can't believe how quickly time is flying by and before we know it we will be parents! yikes i know that we will do great but between figuring out money and time and daycare wow its a lot the one thing i am so excited for is that this weekend i will be getting a better idea on what type of money we need to save just for the baby furniture so i think that will help put some of the unknowns to rest. anywho i'm excited to see what else happens in the next 7 months! yikes 7 months i swear i remember just yesterday taking the test and now here i am 11 weeks with little linus the lime :) wow is all i can say

10 weeks Finally!!

Finally i am 10 weeks yahoo! i have been trying to get here for the past 2 weeks. i am so ready to be 12 weeks but it is definitely going by fast. i remember thinking to myself i know i'm pregnant but all the tests were negative and now here i am at 10 weeks! last night was my first night of midnight munchines, and i refuse to start eating at 3 in the morning. why is it that all day long i think of things to write down like how i'm constantly hungry and how i am starting to look pregnant at 10 weeks but then i get here and the writing stops. I want to document everything that i am experiencing but yet i don't want to bore all you people actually reading this.

oh so this is kinda funny so as i read my pregnancy books i see how big the baby is. first it was the size of a lentil and so we call him Lenny and then the next week its berry the blueberry and ollie the olive and now Wally the walnut! which is so funny because thats my grandpas name:) cute but what am i going to call it when its the size of a lime? hmmm

here's something funny so last monday (8weeks 6 days) i printed out a enlarged pic of the sonogram and posted under the to do list for my staff and called them in to start going over the things that we needed to get done for the week and as they looked at the board they saw the pic... ok so not so funny now but it was cute at the time. But my boss i went into her office and started telling her how i have a growth in my stomach that the dr said that he wasn't concerned with and that in March it will becoming out by itself but that i would need to go to the hospital as i'm saying this her jaw is open and is asking why in the heck would they wait until march to get it out so i hand her the pic of the sonogram and she looks at me and says "what is this" after a few seconds it clicks and she jumps up screaming. it was really cute and histerical watching her face change.

Anywho i really need to figure out how to add pics so that you can see how big the baby is getting and how big i am getting. I figured for sure i would be able to hide the belly for at least 4 or 5 months and i think it really started sticking out there at 9 weeks. i'm excited but at the same time i'm scared at how big i'm gonna get...

7.14.09

So Yesterday i had a dr appt and they confirmed that i'm prego!!! yahoo i was so excited i almost hugged the doctor. i still have the test in my purse yes i need to take it out but i love taking it out looking at it and knowing that i have a little someone growing inside me. I am going crazy knowing that i am only 5 weeks and can't tell anyone yet... My mom doesn't get back from vacation for a week so i am stuck just talking to linds and jake who i thinks most of it is in my head. But today it was so funny i was leaving work and i smelt someone cooking popcorn and i thought to myself eww why would anyone eat that it smells like a wet baby diaper, hahhaa i guess te fun begins. But so far i'm pretty lucky no nausea, just sleepy and really bloated like to the fact that all my clothes are tight! ugh! Other than that i have chosen a doctor Dr Biter and have an appt to see him aug 14th at 330 so i'm hoping at that time i will get to see our little monkey and its heart beat. Well gotta go fuel the body and keep this baby happy:)

Pregnancy ...

7.11.09 well i have been having cramps since the last day of my last period, that coupled with massive burping i figured i had to be prego but with a period that ranges from 25 to 35 days i wasn't sure when to take a P test two nights ago i had a dream that i got a positive test so this morning at 545 am i woke up and took the test. there was definitely a faint line and couldn't believe it!
I told my husband we both cried and hugged and kissed and were just so overwhelmed with excitement and just the scariness of all the unknowns to come.
Luckily for me i had scheduled a dr's appt a month or so ago for Monday so i will get double confirmation that we are a go for the pregnancy. I am so excited and can't wait to see all the wonderful things that come along with being pregnant.

Well i am hoping to start using this site more often so that i can start keeping track of all the little things that happen during the next 9 months so stay tuned