week 14

so we are just about out of week 14 and moving into 15 i am hoping to feel the baby soon and i often find myself laying really still and trying to see if i can feel anything... and nothing :( oh well i know it will be soon but i really can't wait! and yeah baby names... so difficult i mean your naming a child for the rest of their life. we want something different so that not every child in their class has their name but yet it needs to be a name that is good as a child and yet grown up and professional. its just so tough and unfortunately there is no one saying this is what you should name your child and this is the career they will choose. actually there are a ton of people giving their opinion but not always the ones we are looking for.

oh yeah and then we don't even know the sex yet so here we are going back and forth constantly on names. Hopefully our next appt which is on the 7th we will be able to find out if we are having a boy or girl. i really don't know at this point what we are having i was so sure it's a boy and now i'm thinking well maybe a girl but maybe i'm doing this so that i don't get my hopes up either way. who knows! but so far everyone except 4 people have said i'm having a boy...so i guess we will see soon enough. i think also that on Tuesday week 15 we are going to start taking pics of my belly i swear we went from pregnant to PREGNANT in a blink of an eye i mean i started sticking out there so fast and so i think i'm going to be about this size for a while, but with that being said my belly has started itching again and my boobs are starting to hurt again so maybe another growth spurt coming my way. who knows!

well hope you all are having an amazing weekend and if you have any name ideas please leave a comment and let me know.

9-12-09 dreams

so my lovely hunny is out of town which makes sleeping um even worse if it wasn't bad enough that i wake up 50 times a night to p. oh well soon enough my snuggle partner will be back telling me to flip over because i'm an oven hehe "but i'm cold" i tell him and the sleep over begins. hahaha if he reads that i just mentioned our sleep overs he might wet himself a little laughing hysterically! oh well thats why he loves me. so anywho last night in the 20 minutes that i was acutally sleeping i had a dream that i could feel the baby moving, it was so real. this morning i keep trying to feel it again because it was sooo COOL! did i really just say cool...so anywho it was this crazy fluttering that was non-stop and all i kept thinking was how the dr was right we have a very active 12 week old. our little Peter the Pistol was going insane in there maybe i shouldn't eat chinese food before dinner but that dream was really quite amazing i hope to feel it actually move soon. Off to spend some time with all my girls and get some belly rubbed. aww again missing my monkey he would be rubbing and singing the belly song oh well gotta get ready.

12 weeks with video of Baby G

So today was our 12 week appt and oh my gosh they totally forgot to add us to the book so 2.5 hours later and a dr that felt super bad went ahead and made us a short video of baby G. The dr said that its a very active baby and that everything looks great! so i have posted the video he kicks and punches at my belly so cute! well its cute right now but i'm sure once i feel it it wont be so nice. anywho this dr is really nice as well and all the staff were super apologetic about the mix up but it made it so that i wasn't able to go and get my wii so still a little irritated but whatever i got to see my little plum so that makes it a little bit better. And in 4 weeks i can find out what i'm having if i decide to that is... ugh that decision is making me crazy i want to find out but at the same time it would be so exciting finding out that day so hmmm the decision continues.

dreams

so i have had some really weird dreams lately involving a big big baby boy! so now i'm thinking we are having a boy and every person that see's me also thinks boy but who knows. ok so the first dream we me walking into like a warehouse with him and everyone just kept commenting on how big he was! oh no that makes me a little nervous hopefully he comes out smaller than in my dream. otherwise i'm going to be a very sore mama. and then my second dream totally weird was this baby boy who is still weeks old and he is talking what in the heck did i eat before i took this nap? random random random
so the latest thing going on this week is all the twin questions... i totally get that i am much bigger than another girl at work who is 2 months ahead of me but really hmm you need to ask. i am really trying to get used to the belly i do love it but it still takes some getting used to and then when people point out the fact that i'm much bigger then other people 2 months ahead of me but its still hard. but at the same time i guess i need to stop saying i feel big i mean yes i feel big but i guess pointing it out to people doesn't help. oh well i'm still learning.
this weekend is jake and my 1 yr anni which is so crazy that it has already been a year! i truly can't believe how quickly time is flying by and before we know it we will be parents! yikes i know that we will do great but between figuring out money and time and daycare wow its a lot the one thing i am so excited for is that this weekend i will be getting a better idea on what type of money we need to save just for the baby furniture so i think that will help put some of the unknowns to rest. anywho i'm excited to see what else happens in the next 7 months! yikes 7 months i swear i remember just yesterday taking the test and now here i am 11 weeks with little linus the lime :) wow is all i can say